I'm getting my ask kicked by projects and exhaustion. I didn't finish my second painting in time... I'll get a shitty grade on it and be angry with myself as usual. I'm actually planning on finishing it this weekend if at all possible. I have tomorrow free and a bridal shower to go to on Sunday. I was lucky as shit to get my prints done for class, but they all suck. For whatever reason, the press was angry at the world and didn't want to give anyone consistent prints. Hopefully Kristen will grade in our favor because of it...

My Digital Media senior seminar is kind of crap. It cuts and hour and half off of my studio time for Painting studio topics and we aren't really focusing on immediate concerns about our future - like our finished portfolios, or resumes, or job searching. To be fair, we're doing all that and more in my studio topics class, but that stuff I'm willing to double up time on, especially if I have to miss more than half of one of those classes because of the other.

Seriously, I have Painting Studio Topics from 1:30-4pm and Senior Seminar from 2:30-4:30... And I NEED both to graduate. And its spring semester, and neither were offered last semester, so I NEED to take then NOW. So I basically go to painting for one hour, and then waist time talking about nothing for two and half.

Oh, and my bank is a douche. They dicked me out of almost $100, but /oh so kindly/ decided to give me some of it back when money was deposited into my account (note the EXTREME sarcasm). The reason, you ask? Because Borders.com is a BIGGER douche. I pre-ordered a movie that doesn't get released until March 20th. Plenty of time for my birthday money deposit to clear in my account (or so I thought). But, wait, what's this? Borders decided to charge me for it the day after my b-day?! It hasn't even SHIPPED yet!

And I'm ashamed to say that I refuse to cancel the order... because its for the Twilight movie... special edition... and it better have mind-blowing extras for all the stress its putting me through right now.

Oh, and I only have 4 weeks left on my subscription and basically no money. And the only job I have doesn't start until Monday night, which will only max out at 4 hours a week anyway.

Sometimes, late at night when I'm really hungry, I think to myself, "Man... I used to make a lot of money moving boxes at Walmart... I wonder if the one down the street is hiring..."

Then that thought turns to why I quit, and I cry a little inside.

EDIT: Thank you !!! Now I have 4 months (not weeks) until subscription runs out ^^. Just that one little thing (and your phone call) made me feel better



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